Journal Entry:
Tue Oct 19, 2010, 6:40 AM
Hi guys.
Well, I normally like to keep it professional here and avoid talking about my personal life, but when the two overlap, it's hard not to say something. I've got a lot of new watchers (wow, that FF6 pic is really popular all of the sudden) and normally I would be updating like crazy to hold your interest. But, a lot happened to me in a very short period of time.
I've been engaged for the past three years. I've been seeing this guy for several more years before that, and all together I've known him for ten years. You may know him as well, since he is the co-creator of Emerald Winter.
Well, we have decided we no longer want to get married and that it is best for us if we part ways. It is not an angry break-up, but needless to say, I am very depressed. Because of that, I am moving back in with my parents right now.
I really want to pursue my goal of being an artist professionally, so I am not able to support myself right now. I hope that I can move out in the near future, maybe with some room mates, but for now I am setting up in my dad's spare room. It feels so "high school" you know? I don't really like it. But as long as they are willing to help me then I have to do this or else I will never be able to make the transition.
So, at any rate, I may not have deviations very often for a while on account of the fact that I am moving and I am not in a very good mood. I will continue to work on Lavender Legend very hard to keep my mind occupied. As for Emerald Winter, I am not sure where it will go after I complete the current storyline, but I will continue creating it one way or another.
Thanks for all your support.
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Mood:
Joy
but it's better to make the "it's for the best" decision now rather than later.
i hope things get better for you soon!